left inside, weeping loudly: "Oh Lord! Why are you doing this to me! I just wanted to make some porridge for my daughter-in-law and unborn grandson!"The surrounding refugees were numb, as if they had...thirty-six years as a eunuch. It took me twenty-nine years to reach my current position. In this world, I have seen and done the most despicable things, and I have seen and done the most insidious thi...